I went to see a therapist and he said I was delusional. Can you help me? I said. That’s what I’m here for he said, but then he transformed into a dragon and flew away, and I was again alone in my room. Then I realized it really is true that I’m delusional so I went to see another therapist but it turns out I didn’t really and it was all a delusion again.
I had to go through ten therapists before I met a real one. Then he said you are delusional, I said i damn well know by now. So we started the appointments but as they were going I wasn’t sure if it was really him charging me 800 a session and fucking my wife. A few years passed anyways and I still had many delusions, I was still seeing dragons and frogs and sticks attached to a burning bridge of a man which goes to a clock watch and many others, so I said to my therapist, how come a couple years passed and you still haven’t fixed most of my delusions? Then he said what do you mean? we’re making great progress. And I said no, we’re not, I still have hundreds of delusions. Then he said no, you only have one - the delusion that you have hundreds of delusions. Cheer up, we’ve got one to go. Anyways we kept going for a few more years and my wife was still getting screwed and so I asked him again, look, are we going to make progress? Then he turned into a dragon. It turned out all of this was a delusion too. I must be real crazy... So I went to a new therapist and he said you’re delusional and I said, forget it.
If time existed before people thought of it can my happiness now exist if I think of it in the future?
If time existed before people thought of it can my girlfriend exist now if I think of her in the future?